Pregnancy....

I am lucky to say that I had a very beautiful pregnancy.  I feel as though that part of my life is when I blossomed into a woman.  Feeling life, a human being move inside of me for the first time was like a glisten of the sun when there had been clouds.  Little did I know this "flutter" was turning into this beautiful, small, so perfect baby.  The first time I held Landon in my arms, I felt like my heart was for once in my lifetime, WHOLE.  My heart was overflowing with emotions that I had never felt before.  This child was so innocent.  Never seen light, never breathed air, never been touched, yet had been hearing MY heartbeat for the past 9 months.  He relied on me for nourishment and to live and grow in my womb. It was my job to protect and love this baby until the day I die.....